(a reduced happy song)
I gave it away,
that inside red flesh
threw it to demons
with horny horns,
I knew I had to go,
to a place called ‘everything’
where I could be insane
with a certain kind of grace,
I wasn’t afraid,
it was replaced
by a vodka breath
and dancing happy ghosts,
not long ago you appeared
and I realized something more
I was lost in a foolish cage,
you just came, one minute too late
you filled my soul
to a level where rage
became materialized
in female fear, ‘She’
and nothing else
‘She’, and nothing else
I wasn’t afraid,
it was replaced
by a vodka breath
and dancing happy ghosts,
I tried to rescue myself
by crawling back
into the arms of a warm
humanoid soul
but, like I said
you just came,
one minute too late
I transformed into
a fast-food romantic fool,
a subject of regret
cause I tried, I failed
and I couldn’t forget,
cause I tried, I failed
and I couldn’t forget
the vodka breath and
the dancing happy ghosts